Completed (80 Chapters)
Bottom: Serious, arrogant, good-looking CEO x Top: Soft, scheming, controlling surgeon
# Stubborn husband-husband relationship, loves arguing #
# Mutual Healing #
Chi Qing Tai, a cool yet arrogant CEO, an elite of high-ranking schools, has an unwavering determination of doing things, but his character was cold and abstinent. No one knew that under that stern suit of his, there lies a staggering secret.
Chi Qing Tai has a phobia of physical contact. He always wears gloves when going out, and cleans himself up excessively every time he comes in contact with people.
He kept this all to himself until one day, his arranged marriage partner managed to unveil his deepest secret.
This genius surgeon watched him for a full minute, then smiled and said, “Do you need help?”
Chi Qing Tai gave him a cold stare and fixed his collar button. He was unwilling to share a long glance with the person after that.
However, soon, Chi Qing Tai wanted to experience a personal change and required the assistance of someone to help with the desensitization of his phobia.
The office was quiet and silent, and the man said in a carefree tone: “Do you know the cost of begging me to do something?”
Chi Qing Tai’s face became expressionless as he turned around, “Then I’ll look for someone else…”
Before he could finish, he was grabbed by the wrist.
The next moment, the man’s fingers picked off his black gloves and invaded his palm against the inches of his skin. “Who allowed you to find someone else?”
A few months after the marriage, Chi Qing Tai finally found out that his agreed husband did not seem to be as harmless as he showed.
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At the age of twelve, Xie Shu Yong was diagnosed with a rare hereditary brain disorder.
His whole world turned upside down in an instant. Friends shunned him as if he was a freak, and his family drove him out of the country like the plague.
Due to the people around him treating him with a hot and cold attitude, Xie Shu Yong thus developed a steel heart. Until that very accident, he was publicly exposed of his secret. With countless pairs of frightened eyes looking at him, only Chi Qing Tai swam through the crowd to hold his hand…
Xie Shu Yong never felt that he was a freak. Only when he got along with Chi Qing Tai, he occasionally felt that maybe he was really a little abnormal–
He wanted to help Chi Qing Tai, but he also wanted to bully him and make him cry in front of him.
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Quick Summary:
After suffering from childhood trauma, Chi Qing Tai developed a phobia of physical contact, so it was difficult for him to enter into an intimate relationship. He underwent psychotherapy many times, but all ended in failure. A moment before giving up, he encountered Xie Shu Yong, and found that he was not disgusted by his sparse touch. Chi Qing Tai invited Xie Shu Yong to assist with his treatment. Finally, after repeated efforts, he dared to face the trauma of his childhood and accepted his true self. At this time, thinking that Chi Qing Tai himself would never fall in love with someone else, he began to desire to enter into an intimate relationship…
This story sets a fast-paced love story as the starting point, and discusses childhood trauma, intimacy and other issues encountered during the growth of the characters. Through the experiences of the two protagonists, they found that love is not the only solution to psychological trauma, in the end only they themselves can save themselves. But love is the starting point, it exposes flaws and allows them to find a better version of themselves through each other.