ongoing
There is a girl in my house called Incompetent.
She is the girl who suddenly came to live in our house as soon as I turned eight years old.
Father suddenly said, “From today on, she’s your younger sister. Be careful in public.
At the time I didn’t understand what he meant by “just a younger sister” and I didn’t understand what he meant by “be careful in public,” but somehow I understood that it was okay to treat her roughly, even if I didn’t understand what he meant by that, just by looking at the way the adults were treating her.
I didn’t know what it meant to be “nice,” but I knew from the way the adults treated the girl that it was OK to be nice to her, even if I didn’t know what it meant. …… But I didn’t know what “nice” meant either, so I decided to leave the troublesome matter to the girl who had become my younger sister.
I was not sure how to handle the troublesome things, so I decided to leave them to the girl who became my sister. ……Well, basically the maids would do the troublesome things for me, so I continued to leave them to the girl who became my sister.
However, when I turned 15 years old,…… or maybe even before that in truth, I realized.
I realized that what I had been doing was a form of bullying,
So I decided to apologize.
I didn’t …… know that it would turn out to be quite different from what I expected.