Playing Until Death Is Better Than Living Until Death

Sun Zhiyi has always been cunning, and that has never changed from childhood to adulthood.

When he was young, without a mother, he really liked his cousin’s mother and deliberately caused himself pain, making his delicate aunt pity and embrace him.

As he grew older, he had a preference for the arts, loved playing rock music, and even formed a band. Later on, he dabbled in literature and adopted a melancholic and mysterious persona. However, all these pursuits couldn’t earn him any money, and he had a tendency to spend lavishly. When he ran out of money, he would discreetly seek his cousin Sun Zhixing’s help, resorting to robbery. He didn’t want his beloved aunt and mother to find out about it, as he knew it would break their hearts.

As he grew older still, he realized that he was attracted to men. He brought a girlfriend back home, but within a month, everyone knew that she had abandoned him. He would sigh under the trees in autumn and sit in the snowy ground during the harsh winter, feeling a deep sense of sadness. It hadn’t even been half a year, and everyone in the Sun family knew that he had been deeply hurt by a woman. Since then, no one ever asked him if he had a girlfriend, afraid of stirring up painful memories.

In his actions, he was characterized by three words: speed, accuracy, and ruthlessness.